.:: Just trying to be happy ::.

• Call you up in the middle of the night • Like a firefly without a light • You were there like a slow torch burning • I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep • So many secrets I couldn't keep • Promised myself I wouldn't weep • One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now • I'm in too deep •  There's no way out • This time I have really led myself astray

Runaway train never going back • Wrong way on a one way track • Seems like I should be getting somewhere • Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Can you help me remember how to smile • Make it somehow all seem worthwhile • How on earth did I get so jaded • Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go • I know what no one else knows • Here I am just drownin' in the rain • With a ticket for a runaway train

Everything is cut and dry • Day and night, earth and sky • Somehow I just don't believe it

Runaway train never going back • Wrong way on a one way track • Seems like I should be getting somewhere • Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Bought a ticket for a runaway train • Like a madman laughin' at the rain • Little out of touch, little insane • Just easier than dealing with the pain!